unsaid words..

        There are a million things i need to say to you but i don't know where to start or where to end. neither do i know how to sum it all up. I don't even know if i should say anything at all. Is keeping quiet the right thing? would that help? Would it be better to get it all out? i ask myself.

        I don't know and i never will.

        I only get to choose one way, and whichever way i choose , I'll always be left wondering about the other one, being stuck in a state of what if's forever.